sj. tired. 18. norma jeane byeTumblr (3.0; @lustrium)http://lustrium.tumblr.com/<p>I thought of this as a phase, a phase of sadness. I believed when I would become a teenager things would become more simpler, but I fooled my naive, little girl mind. It&#8217;s not a phase and it has never been one. It&#8217;s a permanent sadness that has been soaked in my body forever. No matter how long I stand out in the sun, I will never become dry of it. My heart is hurting now just as much when I was 6. Sadness can suck you in like a black hole and like many stars, you lose your shine forever.</p>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50780923389http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50780923389Sat, 18 May 2013 22:53:12 -0400sadnesspersonalposti cant do this anymorei hate thispermanent sadnesstemporary happiness<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/001a76bbb17f5ee684b469c48771757e/tumblr_mmnnbxxJem1rdg8koo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50780439412http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50780439412Sat, 18 May 2013 22:46:23 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ed392a8730957bb10e3a6dc3d4a162dd/tumblr_mm1tg5fMuD1qd2cc6o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50547523731http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50547523731Wed, 15 May 2013 22:25:04 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/338fb8de362895d5034580055092cc8f/tumblr_ml4l7jGbl41rnqouso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50547513357http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50547513357Wed, 15 May 2013 22:24:57 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4f79ee9926aa6ff135bca2bce31952be/tumblr_mmvch27Bb81s9jy27o1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://living-flowers.tumblr.com/post/50545832349/sussurrante-tumblr-com-no-we-heart-it" class="tumblr_blog">living-flowers</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>sussurrante.tumblr.com no We Heart It. <a href="http://weheartit.com/entry/53916384"><a href="http://weheartit.com/entry/53916384">http://weheartit.com/entry/53916384</a></a></p></blockquote>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546870420http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546870420Wed, 15 May 2013 22:17:23 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/05d62941c14e2b3e885a6648694f8fd0/tumblr_mmvcgrJTJT1qf8jdro1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546861066http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546861066Wed, 15 May 2013 22:17:17 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/18952130d49ddedd18b9594811533b4a/tumblr_mmlw9wjZ5x1qdv2tto1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546494505http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546494505Wed, 15 May 2013 22:14:18 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/edaa33c728e45adebc42a5313fb17b88/tumblr_mmixmoYMGA1qdawbao1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546515875http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546515875Wed, 15 May 2013 22:14:12 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/ea6ff6a5864e25d81963cf53083d52d1/tumblr_mju2lnFjS61rwfk79o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546472072http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546472072Wed, 15 May 2013 22:13:38 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/9fb854c4c56c435c19663536337ef288/tumblr_mmuou5Pf781r7oj7fo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546454326http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546454326Wed, 15 May 2013 22:12:34 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/ff64148da39e0da51620ad6091ab68a1/tumblr_mm97uyEvvn1s7rz3to1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546012207http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546012207Wed, 15 May 2013 22:11:20 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8ts6ybkc51rn4hkjo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546332705http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546332705Wed, 15 May 2013 22:11:09 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/afca4f451a95e2595685a8c579edb748/tumblr_mm97fqr20A1qftrpdo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546009458http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50546009458Wed, 15 May 2013 22:10:55 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7b4bef71eb7d57f6b06c622f2014aea4/tumblr_mgtlr6skpN1qlp8dho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50545991447http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50545991447Wed, 15 May 2013 22:07:17 -0400<p>Going to be closer to my boyfriend once I move to college</p>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50461139452http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50461139452Tue, 14 May 2013 21:03:40 -0400collegepersonalpostlifeloveone yearrelationship<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_md7aahzq6z1r8hiu2o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://marisais.tumblr.com/post/35315980669/snickers-ice-cream-by-anne-on-flickr">marisais</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/annesuniverse/8122749394/" title="snickers ice cream >">snickers ice cream ></a> by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/annesuniverse/">anne♪</a> on Flickr.</p> </blockquote>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50218567453http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50218567453Sat, 11 May 2013 22:54:00 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l2lpx2Qvp61qzsb00o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://a-u-r-o-r-a-s-k-y.tumblr.com/post/36644085950/via-lustrium-sophisticated-simplicities">a-u-r-o-r-a-s-k-y</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>(via <a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://lustrium.tumblr.com/">lustrium</a>, <a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://sophisticated-simplicities.tumblr.com/post/609256895">sophisticated-simplicities</a>)</p> </blockquote>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50218561802http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50218561802Sat, 11 May 2013 22:53:00 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mb4o4qfmxK1r89c9vo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50218814896http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50218814896Sat, 11 May 2013 22:52:00 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5c2w3MEqB1qbh6uzo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50218353883http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50218353883Sat, 11 May 2013 22:49:21 -0400marilyn monroenorma jeanebeautifulsmileblondeoceanseabeachgorgeous<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lv8tesfiQn1qbjn44o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50218313015http://lustrium.tumblr.com/post/50218313015Sat, 11 May 2013 22:48:46 -0400